What's Wrong?

I'm just being stupid i guess. I seriously thought I had put it all behind me. Talk as if I’m all okie dokie with it. But right now, really thinking about it, I would like to ask myself if I’m really all ok with it. If I’m really as good as what I'm showing, then a simple thing involving you shouldn't have affected me. Somehow, everything is not as it seems. I have not really got over the fact that we are no longer friends. Is it really true that I’m just acting alright when I'm not? Seriously! Just get out of my mind already, since nothing gonna work out.