What's Wrong?

I'm just being stupid i guess. I seriously thought I had put it all behind me. Talk as if I’m all okie dokie with it. But right now, really thinking about it, I would like to ask myself if I’m really all ok with it. If I’m really as good as what I'm showing, then a simple thing involving you shouldn't have affected me. Somehow, everything is not as it seems. I have not really got over the fact that we are no longer friends. Is it really true that I’m just acting alright when I'm not? Seriously! Just get out of my mind already, since nothing gonna work out.

New Something?

guess this is where i start again. created this just so i can rant about stuffs i find it hard to tell other people, or something along the line. basically, i'm just plain lazy to customize this whole thing, so i guess i'll just work with what's given to me.

there's really nothing to post now so i guess this is something like a testing post? ok, that's just lame...